Sleep deprivation, cranky kid, stressed out husband and an
almost zero bank account. Just the perfect mix for a tear fest. Had one of
those rare days when everything just caught up and I got caught right in it.
Financial bankruptcy loomed large as I envisaged sinking into a quagmire of
bills. Desperation just found its biggest victim.
Actually
as I type, it seems silly to have magnified all problems to the extent that I
imagined it. OK granted that the situation is not that cheerful and there have
been better times. But all said and done, it’s not as bad as I imagined it. You
see, these nasty thoughts just have a way of getting larger and larger as you
think about it and you just can’t seem to stop. It gets bigger and bigger as
you quiver and tremble in front of that gigantic monster until one good cry
sends the monster flailing down the tear-floods. And sometimes, that’s all that
is needed. A big flood to wash that scary monster into nothingness.
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